Astridholic

2012-02-09T08:28:00.002+08:00

So true. I wonder how they got this going? I am in classroom. I KICK BACK IF I NEED TO. I cooperate if i want to. I am driven, and intense. WOAH, and people always say I know everything. HUI for 会。make my day =)

2012-02-08T20:21:00.001+08:00

After all the delays, I will start my degree in April. Jia You Astrid =)

2012-02-06T19:27:00.002+08:00

Happened to come across 2 irritating and selfish persons on my way home from work. I just have to blog about them.

1: If you cut queue and no one tell you off, fine, we are just being nice to you. By allowing you to cut queue, please be nice to move in the bus rear. YOU , hopped onto the bus, GOT a seat. SAW an old man, and continue sitting. I hate myself for standing far away from you. I would have #$^ you upside down.

2: A mother and her daughter was on the bus. Daughter was talking to her classmate. I can see that the classmate had no front teeth. Classmate happened to talk and saliva came out. Mother made a BIG HU HA. She scolded the boy for spitting. Just because the boy was not with any adult, he was maligned and scolded for NOTHING. Then, in my mind, came across this saying from my mother. 只有自己的孩子是人。别人的孩子就不是人。人是自私的。

Crappy DAY @#$%^&**&^%$#@#$%*&^%$#@

work full shift today and tomorrow. deadbeat.

2012-01-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

First post with my new bought lappie. Bought about 1 month ago. But my brain and work were lagged. busy with new class and clearing discharge reports.

Work: I challenged myself and took up a low function class. But this ain't the first time and wasn't the most severe one I ever had. Everything is fine. I am handling rather ok.

Had the best countdown on the last day of 2011. On a river boat with my DFF. Death friends forever.

Too bad officer volunteered for guard duty and cant join us.

Bf booked in for officer this morning. I hoped for everything to be okay.

I am planning for a nice gathering soon^^ hope for all to be smooth and a memorable one for loved ones.

2011-11-21T19:52:00.001+08:00

just Monday.
Mad monday.
my 2 days of rest flew so fast. I hardly had my own time to breathe and its Monday already

sigh.
Minor of the minor makes me down.
So emotional down.
no one to go to.
Bf in camp
Partner in Aussie
workload is piling.
huiwen is insane.

Naz house

2011-09-19T08:22:00.001+08:00

Awesome girls night out at Naz's house

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Location:Boon Lay Way,Singapore,Singapore

2011-08-11T12:24:00.001+08:00

Had mixed feelings about him going into Ns. 10 more da

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iPad first entry :)

2011-07-31T12:12:00.001+08:00

Using my iPad 2 for this entry :)) darn happy can?Lol first ipad cover is leather red and hello kitty as back cover ! Awesome mama la!
:))

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2011-07-28T07:51:00.001+08:00

I am so so so excited! 2 years back when I started working, I bought my own laptop with my own money.
Last year, I bought iphone and started my braces.
This year, I am going to get an ipad2 on my own and i am so going to do LASIK in December school holidays.

*Proud of myself*

2011-07-11T17:10:00.002+08:00

Had an awesome performance on the IRIR on Saturday night 09/07/2011.
Took photo with Singapore President Nathan as this year might be his last year working as a president with singapore.
Performance was awesome at Resort world Hotel in sentosa =D

2011-06-01T14:45:00.000+08:00

holiday is a bore.
no children
paper work
computer.
BORING
and TIRING

TIME is passing so slowly. =(

2011-05-18T16:44:00.001+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

2011-05-11T16:44:00.001+08:00

SUPER DUPER LONG SINCE THE LAST POST.
i am going genting highlands with dear, damian and huiyu tomorrow =)))
LOOKING FORWARD SO MUCH!!!

2011-05-04T07:46:00.001+08:00

你笑着说他是朋友但你眼中太温柔
转我的不安那么沉重只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
魁所以你说我们不是你和我
网

是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我

是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么虽然你不说或许错在我

太晚我才懂爱了你太多

Times has changed. You no longer care . You don't even read here .

2011-04-21T16:04:00.000+08:00

I saw the past.
I am living the present.
I can't see the future.

2011-04-18T21:19:00.007+08:00

Saturday is an awesome day.
I enjoyed myself alot with them.
Maybe i am not suitable to be in an relationship
Nothing make sense in it
I feel myself being myself when i am with hz, with evon, with fanny, with samuel , with hanxian, with felix, with hy , with zhijia.

shumin,
Lets buy a house together.
travel together
open a shop together
and spend our life together
shall we?

i need to see a doc with you together.
I think i might have depression too'I have selective moods on different people
I felt my head is bursting everytime i am on the phone with him but
I felt my heart tightened everytime he didnt call
he recently walked out on me
it was a big mistake

I felt upset
if 100% is the full marks
my is 90%
my heart sank

he left me alone , walking away in a huff after quarreling. He never chase after me when i took a bus home and expected me chase after him instead.
It might be my fault for thinking too much.
but walking away is end of the world for me

he always say i think too much into little things
but i dont think these are little things
he always say i dont trust him
what can i do to trust him? i ask myself
I open my mouth and nth came out
can i live without him?
I need to
its too much pain
the pain is tearing me apart.

i had to smile everyday at work with the children
I had to smile and crack jokes at work with my colleagues
after 6
I am breaking down
idk where to go
go home
or find him
find him, he's sleeping and after that, he's working
go home, i miss him

life sucks
I agreed with joey
stupid life

i nearly put something stupid in my mouth again till hz reminds me of how BU SHUANG HE WILL BE

2011-04-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

I had a great laugh today. Had been moody the whole day till the birdie flew in and light up the house.

staying in uncle house is not just convenient to go to work. but i have the girls who company to laugh, chat and talk rubbish. Seriously!
No doubt i am excited to have my own room, i am very scared of loneness.

especially sleeping in a room all by
myself=.= after 21 years.

sigh

thinking about how to decorate my room perks me up =)

Saving money ... Birthday present: harvey norman /courts vouchers

Thanks . HEE

2011-04-02T22:13:00.001+08:00

不坦白的主角

I dint expect things to turn out this way. Hardly got any chance to meet you. Yet things have to end like this just like always.

2011-04-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

haven't been updating this stupid blog.

COME ON

get a life and stop bugging into MY MISERABLE LIFE.

IDIOT

2011-03-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

Mommy told me something a little girl should know
It's all about the Devil and I've learned to hate him so
She says he causes trouble when you let him in the room
He will never ever leave you if your heart is filled with gloom

So, let the sun shine in, face it with a grin
Smilers never lose and frowners never win
So, let the sun shine in, face it with a grin
Open up your heart and let the sun shine in

When you are unhappy, the Devil wears a grin
But oh, he starts a-running when the light comes pouring in
I know he'll be unhappy 'cause I'll never wear a frown
Maybe if we keep on smiling he'll get tired of hangin' around

So, let the sun shine in, face it with a grin
Smilers never lose and frowners never win
So, let the sun shine in, face it with a grin
Open up your heart and let the sun shine in

If I forget to say my prayers the Devil jumps with glee
But he feels so awful, awful, when he sees me on my knees
So if you're full of trouble and you never seem to win
Just open up your heart and let the sun shine in

So, let the sun shine in, face it with a grin
Smilers never lose and frowners never win
So, let the sun shine in, face it with a grin
Open up your heart and let the sun shine in

2011-03-07T23:50:00.001+08:00

风筝的线绑太紧了.拉着线的人也累了. 风筝想逃就逃吧. 我没力了. 可能另一片天空比较适合你. 拉了你那么久. 是时候了......
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2011-03-07T14:19:00.000+08:00

Monday Blues
in love with lomo and fish eye

2011-03-06T23:32:00.001+08:00

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2011-02-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

Dear Dear 's birthday celebration =D

the cake I tried to bake =)

2011-02-27T02:19:00.001+08:00

Call me a slut, call me a whore, if u dont like me there's the door. call me anorexic, call me fat, i can put it on or i can lose that. call me annoying, call me dumb, excuse me miss I'm having fun. call me a flirt, call me a fake, that's just me so give me a break. call me weird, call me a geek, call me what you want, I'm just unique

2011-02-17T21:17:00.001+08:00

Happy chinese valentine day =)
My new set of nails for malaysia trip on saturday =)))

2011-02-17T16:43:00.000+08:00

Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
Why not president, be a dreamer
You can be just the one you wanna be
Police man, fire fighter or a post man
Why not something like your old man
You can be just the one you wanna be
Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
Why not president, be a dreamer
You can be just the one you wanna be

I know that we all got one thing
That we all share together
We got that one nice dream
We live for
You never know what life could bring
Coz nothing last for ever
Just hold on to the team
You play for

I know you could reach the top
Make sure that you won't stop
Be the one that you wanna be
Now sing this with me

Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
Why not president, be a dreamer
You can be just the one you wanna be
Police man, fire fighter or a post man
Why not something like your old man
You can be just the one you wanna be

We may have different ways to think
But it doesn't really matter
We all caught up in the steam
Of this life
Focus on every little thing
That's what does really matter
Luxury cars and bling
Thats not real life

I know you could reach the top
Make sure that you won't stop
Be the one that you wanna be
Now sing this with me

Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
Why not president, be a dreamer
You can be just the one you wanna be
Police man, fire fighter or a post man
Why not something like your old man
You can be just the one you wanna be

Last year I used to dream about this day
Now I'm here I'm singing for you
I hope I could inspire you
Coz I've got all the love, coz I've got all love for you

Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
Why not president, be a dreamer
You can be just the one you wanna be
Police man, fire fighter or a post man
Why not something like your old man
You can be just the one you wanna be
[X3]

Realised I did not update anything on Valentine? Haha
Scare you jealous =X

2011-02-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

Steamboat with colleagues.

Yu Sheng with family =D

Angry with you. hmpt

2011-02-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

First of all, I am here to rant out my anger.
Second , fret not, there wouldn't be any names.

Lastly, might have slight vulgarities.

@#$%^*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#@

COME ON

I had treated you not that bad since i know you first day.

and all you did was to give me shyt.

WHAT IS THE PROBLEM WITH YOU?

Please, be mature! You are old enough to be my mother already. In fact, my mother is older than you.

Sigh.

Sometimes, I wonder what is going on in your brain and heart.
I really would like to know.

They said I should be nasty.

If i do so, I will be in the same level as you.
And that is what makes you so different from the rest.

Please change for the better. I had enough.

2011-02-06T23:33:00.006+08:00

Day one of CNY.

I only took 2 photos. It was a busy day . I was damn tired as CNY 's eve, I was busy helping out with the baibai things. I managed to took one photo for my dad and mom on the way to uncle's house at jurong point. =D
And this is me at the end of day 1. was waiting for my dad to finish his MJ. Last round, bei fong bei.

Day 2: Uncle tiong meng 's house.

I love his house. He had all the docorations.

Kai ying and Kelvin. =) lovey dovey.

san que yi. Where is BAO XING?

oh oh. I was caught eating. LOOK AT XIANG XIANG's face!!!!!!

I messed up the whole photo thingy. This is supposed to be day 3. OPS

My mi mi yan mother. =X

My youngest aunt make a lucky draw ang pao thing for everyone who donated to her daughter's donation card. =) its fun! but i picked a $2 when the rest picked $10. NOT FAIR.

Uncle Eddy was showing off his talent.

MY DAD and the snake. I was too bored. did not gambled this year.

The nice scenery from youngest aunt's house. =D

I looked super thin can???? I hope i am REALLY like this. =X

AWKWARD BRACES SMILE.

ALAN came over for MJ and we Lao Yu Sheng. in the middle of the night. =X

DAY 4: I went out with dear dear after my relatives' visit to my house. My dad cooked alot of FABULOUS food. =D

Chinese New Year is taxing.
The 4 days were tiring.

But, gathering is nice!
Keep the holiday mood.

Get back to work tomorrow =D

2011-01-28T15:00:00.000+08:00

Braces.
the pain is bearable.

2011-01-17T12:19:00.003+08:00

On Saturday, I went to have steamboat with Dear at YewTee Point hot pot king. After that , around 4, I went back to work till 9.30. haha

Dear says eat more if not after the teeth extraction on sunday , i wont be able to eat these food for a long time

2011-01-12T23:18:00.001+08:00

8hours classes back to back.
I had already been through it for 3 days!!!!! 3 more days to go!!!!

2011-01-10T22:17:00.001+08:00

Haagen Diaz feast

2011-01-09T22:16:00.003+08:00

I enjoyed nail art.
It allowed me to relieve my stress.

month of january is a stressful month for centre 3
teachers have their valid reasons to take leaves.
Graduation in australia
grandfather passed away
thaipusam prayers

I mean, these are all reasons not to come for work that as their colleague,
I need to be understanding.
Therefore, me and some teachers will have to work 8 hours a day =(
Jia you jia you jia you

2011-01-09T11:41:00.000+08:00

我最喜欢若天和嘉良的故事. 不是因为嘉良很帅,而是因为我觉得自己很像若天. 许要一个嘉良来照顾一个不懂得温柔只懂得倔强的若天. -女王不下班

2011-01-08T23:15:00.001+08:00

Outing with you girls is fun! the speech therapist. the three teachers and the psychologist associate =D let do it again!

2011-01-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

突然间很感性

撒娇温柔我做不到

泼辣野蛮我最行

不喜欢可以回到她那里

我不在乎

突然之间

觉得很累

一直比较

一直的输

那何必呢

不如放弃

和比自己相似的程度比

不是更好吗

这样我会比较有自尊心

这样也会比较开心

会吗？

2011-01-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

lazy nails with butterflies stickers =D

2011-01-04T08:21:00.000+08:00

Polka dots nails are loved =))))

2011-01-03T08:23:00.001+08:00

First day of school nails done -)
Dress code done =)
Mr Happy with me done =)

ALl GET UP FOR SCHOOL =D

First day of school nails

2011-01-02T22:42:00.001+08:00

Omg! I am changing my nails every day !!! This is my first day of school nails :) happy!!

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Going orchard central :)

2011-01-02T12:09:00.001+08:00

On my way to orchard central with peilin:) going to Meet her brother;my boyfriend ...

Shopping ... Yeah

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Counting down to 2011

2011-01-02T12:07:00.001+08:00

Was doing paper work despite of the half day;) paint mavis and ning nails before I prepare my nails

Getting ready to meet up with fanny and co. :)

Republic of steak!

Koi!

Waiting for fireworks !!!

We went Lao pa sa for Satay :)

happy new year:)
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2010-12-27T21:47:00.003+08:00

I am utterly disappointed with you.
Trust is lost somewhere in the world of "paranoidsity ", in the midst while searching for it, I found the ugly truth instead.

Xmas nails :)

2010-12-26T23:01:00.001+08:00

I painted my nails on Christmas eve .

Merry Christmas :)

2010-12-26T22:59:00.001+08:00

Spend with dear . Lazy to elaborate as I am very tired :/

2010-12-21T11:33:00.001+08:00

Came out with a pinky sweet hearts design for nail yesterday night when watching a movie at my house with deardear.
In the end, i painted one of his nail first before painting mine =X

2010-12-16T16:45:00.001+08:00

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair, let a child run his fingers through it once a day.

For poise, walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone.

We leave you a tradition with a future.

The tender loving care of human beings will never become obsolete.

People even more than things have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed and redeemed and redeemed.

Never throw out anybody.

Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you'll find one at the end of your arm.

As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands: one for helping yourself, the other for helping others.

Your "good old days" are still ahead of you, may you have many of them.

2010-12-15T15:57:00.003+08:00

on the 15 december , My class had decorating cupcakes for class activity =)

I decorated 4 cupcakes as well. One was eaten by my student. I am going to give 3 to my deardear ... =D

I painted my left hand =))

so happy

2010-12-14T08:42:00.004+08:00

Had a uber fun get together with zhe, felix, von, hy , dear and alan on saturday 11 Dec 2010.
They came to my house for k singing till evening. Then we decided to watch a movie.
After dinner at pioneer mall, we bought liquor and had fun drinking in my room with indiana poker and 5-10
It was an awesome day till 2am+++

Clique is love =)))

2010-12-09T13:54:00.002+08:00

ITS SO FLUFFY! I AM GOING TO DIE!

this sentence makes my day a happy one whenever i felt my life feeling shitty.

Nothing much.

Just felt that i should update about this sentence =)

2010-12-05T23:22:00.001+08:00

Roman

nae-ga mol-ra-sseot-na-bwa neo-reul mol-ra-sseot-na-bwa
i-reo-ke-do ga-kka-i-e it-neun-de
jeong-mal so-jung-han geo-seun sa-ra-jyeo-gan hu-e-ya
al su it-neun-ga-bwa ji-geu-mui neo-cheo-reom
mi-an-hae ni-ga heul-rin nun-mul al-ji mot-hae
mi-an-hae i-je-seo-ya ni a-pe wa-seo

Chorus:

*One More Time One More Time
da-si han-beon nae-gyeo-teu-ro wa jul su op-get-ni
eon-je-na neo-ma-neul sa-rang-hae
neu-jeun i hu-hoe-man-teum neol sa-rang-hal-ge*

ba-bo-ga-teun nae-ga neol ma-me op-neun mal-deul-ro
geu-reo-ke ma-ni a-peu-ge haet-na-bwa
ne-ga a-ni-yeot-da-myeon mol-ra-sseul haeng-bo-kin-de
i-je-ya a-ra-sseo ni-ga sa-rang-i-ran geol
go-ma-wo so-jung-han sa-rang-eul ga-reu-chyeo-jwo
go-ma-wo i-jen nae-ga deo sa-rang-hal-ge

*Chorus*

One more time One more time
sa-rang-hae neol sa-rang-hae
i-reon na-reul da-si ba-da jul su op-get-ni
eon-je-na nae-ge jun geu sa-rang
nae-ga da ga-peul su it-ge heo-ra-kae-jwo
nae so-neul ja-ba-jwo

Eng

Whether was you didn't know or I didn't know
We were so close
Really after that precious thing has disappeared
Now then will understand
Sorry Don't know why you tear
Sorry Now I come infront of you

Chorus:

*One More Time One More Time
Can you come back to my side once again
No matter when I only love you
Although late in regret I only love you*

Like a fool I don't know your inner-heart
Look like very pain
If not you I don't know happiness
Now I understand That's to love you
Thank You Teaching me the precious love
Thank you Now I will love you more

*Chorus*

Love you I love you
Can you accept such day once again
All the time The love you give
I will repay you Please allow me
Plaese hold on to my hand

2010-12-04T20:17:00.002+08:00

watch before 恶作剧之吻。Be it japan version or taiwan version, both i enjoyed watching.
I just finished watching korea version. NOT THAT BAD. one is better than the other. Guy is handsome, girl is pretty. What is new?
haha

2010-12-04T16:38:00.000+08:00

thoughts and actions
do they echo each other or do we not practice what we preach?
or what about.. do our actions amount to anything at the end of the day? does it really help the cause? would it really make a difference?
i opened my facebook page today and there was a call to change our own profile picture to a cartoon character, to help support this cause - stop violence against children.
my friend said something pretty interesting, "what is the point of changing the picture when it does not eventually contribute to the actual cessation of violence against children?"

i thought about it..
it's so true - it doesn't do anything but it did create that tiny bit of awareness.
it didn't change anything, but it's made some people sit up to think about how else we can actually really help the cause and what we can really do to contribute.
all that talk about a little change from an individual adding up to a whole lot of difference all put together, it would make a difference.
just a tiny request to change a picture, and yet it's made us think so much. so what is the point? i think it's made its point, quite clearly.

-copyrighted, from Jeanette Aw-

True. These small little things make life big.

2010-12-03T12:07:00.003+08:00

Been on hospitalisation leaves for 1 week.
Today is the last day.
Was crazy about the korea drama PERSONAL PREFERENCE.

It was a hilarious and touching show. =)

Recommended as it makes me laugh and cry at the same time.

The actor is only 2 YEARS older than me.

AWWWWW so handsome.

haha

ok la.

Doraemon is not handsome but he is cute =)

somehow, he looks a bit like mu chun tuo zai also. =P

2010-12-02T00:07:00.003+08:00

My long awaited 2011 organiser has finally been shipped here to sg. =))) so happy !!!!

These photos are taken from the seller =)))

they are originated from korea. interested? PM me =)

the quality is much better than the pics.... lol

2010-11-28T16:45:00.002+08:00

My surgery had ended. I can proudly say that i am very brave.

I went alone for the op. I did not cry at all.
The doctor says i am quite relax for a 21 girl like me.

The doctor is handsome ^^.

I have people supporting me morally and with information: Parents, Dear, Samuel =)

BUT

After the op when the numbness wears off.... I cried. The pain was unbearable.

Then , i took painkillers which make my eyes look super puffy.

Then i was having fever due to infection.

On the second day, i am having teeth ache and body ache.

Dear dear accompany the minute i am home till now...

AWWWWW....

He was sleeping on a fold-able chair.

and taking care of me when i whine and cry ....

He feed me too =)

touched to the max.

i love you

2010-11-27T10:32:00.001+08:00

I have been impatient, but you have been very tolerant. =)

I love you.

You gave me the courage to do braces and lasik.

Hugs

2010-11-25T16:05:00.003+08:00

I hope to fulfill my goals one by one by myself.

Short term goals:

Braces (first appointment is this Saturday!)
Lasik
Degree in Special Education
Master in Early intervention

Long term goals:

Get a house with spouse
Get married
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2010-11-24T14:04:00.003+08:00

Power!!!! i am anticipating the coming of tomorrow, friday and weekends!!!!

Tomorrow i am having a sleep over with Kai Ying =)))

Friday anniversary !!!!!

Saturday wisdom tooth surgery!!!!! =(()()() scared.

2010-11-24T14:04:00.002+08:00

Power!!!! i am anticipating the coming of tomorrow, friday and weekends!!!!

Tomorrow i am having a sleep over with Kai Ying =)))

Friday anniversary !!!!!

Saturday wisdom tooth surgery!!!!! =(()()() scared.

2010-11-24T14:04:00.001+08:00

Power!!!! i am anticipating the coming of tomorrow, friday and weekends!!!!

Tomorrow i am having a sleep over with Kai Ying =)))

Friday anniversary !!!!!

Saturday wisdom tooth surgery!!!!! =(()()() scared.

2010-11-24T14:04:00.000+08:00

Power!!!! i am anticipating the coming of tomorrow, friday and weekends!!!!

Tomorrow i am having a sleep over with Kai Ying =)))

Friday anniversary !!!!!

Saturday wisdom tooth surgery!!!!! =(()()() scared.

2010-11-22T23:33:00.002+08:00

You can't hold a man down without staying down with him. I am a racist. And still, I barf when i see your face. You are an abhorrence.

2010-11-21T17:00:00.004+08:00

I spend my saturday afternoon making spag with him .

I am typing this with a heavy heart.

At first i was happily uploading the pictures till he is not talking to me.

Anyway, I am going to put on braces soon. Wisdom tooth operation this saturday 27 nov.

2010-11-21T16:20:00.002+08:00

I have another pay increment =)

So happy. heh.

Bought about 3 dresses, 2 pants, 2 tops.

2 bags

some accessories

i think it is SLIGHTLY more than my increment =P

2010-11-17T23:48:00.001+08:00

you are not as pretty as how you look in the photos. But the bitchiness remains...

2010-11-14T23:33:00.002+08:00

Braces will be on in January 2011.

Thats my first step.

Second step will be concurrent with the first. (it will be a secret)

Third's too. =)

I believe i can make it.

After you finished your NS.
I will make it.

Jia you Ng Hui Wen!!!!!

2010-11-13T16:12:00.000+08:00

Mommy and Daddy had been to korea for a week and i will be expecting them to be back today. =)

Had pay increment and suddenly had so much money. I think i need to save them all for the braces. if not i will spend them all up. haha

2010-11-11T14:16:00.000+08:00

You can tell a lot about a person by what they keep on their desk. From family photos to religious regalia, a few small trinkets tell our co-workers about our personality. They also have the potential to serve a greater purpose: making the office a better place to work.
Here are a few practical items to consider putting on your desk:
Plants. You don't need a green thumb or an abundance of light to keep a small plant on your desk. Nature's filter will improve the office air quality and help keep you alert. Plus, studies show plants can enhance worker productivity.
The large seed in the center of a papaya can be turned into the perfect office plant. If you're botany-challenged, consider a spider plant, which are easy to grow.
Aromatherapy. One of the easiest holistic treatments is aromatherapy, the simple act of smelling essential oils for healing.
To keep yourself in a positive frame of mind, consider adding an odor or two to your desk. This can be in the form of an unlit candle, potpourri, or even a tea bag. Fight boredom with cinnamon, reduce anxiety with lavender or stimulate the brain with basil. Find the aromatherapy scent that's right for you.
[See 10 Ways to Make Any Job Healthier.]
Change cup. Give a nickel or take a nickel. Having change on hand is always useful, especially if your office has vending machines. Use the money for a late-afternoon sugar boost. You can also brighten a co-worker's day by sharing the coins. Or, better yet, save that loose change to invest in your career. You'll be surprised at how much change you can save over the course of a year.
A picture that reminds you why you work. Are you saving for your child's college education? For a trip to Bermuda? For that new sports coupe? Or maybe you're looking to pay the mortgage. Whatever motivates you to earn money deserves a place on your desk. If you're working so you can live in a house, hang a photo of the place in that home that gives you the greatest pleasure.
We all work for the money, but sometimes we forget what that money is for.
Breathing Reminder. Ever find yourself tense or breathing shallowly? Conscious breathing is a wonderful tool to alleviate stress. Place a symbol in your field of vision at work that serves as a reminder to take long, deep breaths whenever possible. Better breathing is a step toward happiness.
[See How Morning Exercise Can Boost Your Career.]
Mints. A bowl of mints is a good way to encourage co-workers to stop by your desk (if you want them there). Part social catalyst, part public service--when you and your co-workers' breath is fresh, everyone wins!
[For more career advice, visit U.S. News Careers.]
Color. Offices have come a long way, but the majority of workers still toil away amongst grayish walls and fluorescent lights. Having certain colors within view can trigger feelings that make work more tolerable. Stay healthy by looking at yellow, calm by staring at green (like your new plant) and optimistic with orange.
You can pick up most of these workplace-improvement items on the cheap at the dollar store. You spend a lot of time at your desk. Use it to your advantage.

2010-11-02T15:35:00.002+08:00

Basic manners is always there.

You need to show respect if you want respect.

When you don't show us the respect, you can't expect us to show you what is respect.

I am not saying that its your fault. Your the other half uses rude language to ask us over to cut the cake. All I felt was , I was forced to celebrate !

I mean, come on... If you want us to cut the cake, all you have to do is ask. Not shout =.=

2010-10-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

2010-10-26T10:49:00.002+08:00

What is worse than having 9 discharge reports, 8 CODRF, 2 reviews and 2 ieps to do with reds?

Paper work in never ending, that i understand. And I didn't blame anyone when i was transfered here. In fact, i am rather happy working here with the group of children i was assigned to. =D
FYI

2010-10-25T08:40:00.002+08:00

I just do not understand why must they be so unprofessional.

They are paid . Don't they?

Then DO YOUR JOB =.=

I am not going to give you a chance. Since you don't treasure and don't learn, you can be blackmark for all i care.

2010-10-21T14:09:00.002+08:00

Time really flies. I am going to take my IS1 test next wednesday. =(

Haven't really prepare and this is so not the right time to come by. Discharge reports are all due next monday. and I havent start doing my IEP and reviews.
Luckily i had done 2/3 of all my discharge reports. I left 3 discharge reports and some CODRF to finish =)

IF not i would have die by now and i won't have the time to celebrate our 2 years anniversary =)

I am really looking forward to this sunday and next tuesday

2010-10-17T20:01:00.003+08:00

At least, appreciation is appreciated .

Your dad waited and stood alone to buy dinner for you when you cant get your own ass out of your room to go and buy your own dinner

make up your mind

are you 5 or 25?

instead of complaining how much your dad bought for you, how not tasty was the food and how long you waited for the food.

come on.

wake up

or should i say, grow up

2010-10-14T10:14:00.002+08:00

I haven't been a good girl to my blog. didn't have the time to be good to her.
I have been a good girl for my work and my bf. Have been doing my paper work which is always piling and spending time with him alone since they left.

Fanny and co. had been taking turns to be busy. We haven't been able to meet up since zhijia's birthday=(

Meet up soon.

As usual,
I hope i can be more determined in regards to the night run and morning run and the whole Hannah Montanna thingy which is there to perk me up =X

HEY YO =D i love rrrrrrrrrrriko

The four different me

2010-10-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Four different designs and themes about me . Am I good or what :X

2010-09-20T17:50:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, humen need to look at a brighter side. I am trying. Really. I will take past 2 months as a nightmare and i need to forget it.

2010-08-10T23:35:00.001+08:00

After work, Dion helped me paint my nails!!!!! =D super nice =)

Manicure

2010-08-02T07:49:00.001+08:00

Nice eh ? I love my nails ;D

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Meet up with min@work

2010-07-31T22:30:00.001+08:00

I met up with min who was working at cck mrt :) I work from 5 to 10 with her in the shop ... Fun and we talked alot in the shop too . Miss her loads . Wanna go on diet . Dear got chalet, he is ignoring my SMS . Damn . Happily with other girls only .

I had Mani today :)

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Location:Cck

2010-07-26T23:14:00.004+08:00

Happy 21st month =) Went to watch the movie with him ---->

Watched the sorcerer's apprentice and i found it awesome!

Jay Baruchel was a letdown though. His partner Teresa Palmer was a hottie and both of them just don't match in the movie. Throughout the entire show, i think Nicholas cage is SO eye-catching. He is not young anymore, but still as dashing as ever! =)

THis show is recommended for people who loves fantasy. =)

You are my energy suger bar.

2010-07-19T20:20:00.002+08:00

I offered help out of passion towards the children.

i didnt expect you guys to treat me like this.
Am i too compliant?

Do i need to complain often like her?
Do i look like a superwoman?

I am so disappointed.

I hope i can be transfer there asap.
Nothing can make me stay.

I just want to leave.

HELP

2010-07-18T23:16:00.002+08:00

went pedi and mani with mummy on saturday morning. =) hee
after that went home and rest... dear came my house after that...
had homemade vegetarian sushi for saturday dinner =)
me, mommy, daddy, sis and dear, we had kbox session at home... i think only me and daddy enjoy... mom and sis got no voice and dear SHY

haha

went dear house after singing session till now... there go my weekend with no paper done. =(

2010-07-18T23:08:00.001+08:00

I WANT THIS PINK CHECKS BURBERRY TOTE ALOT!!!!!!!!
~~><~~
saving money for this.... and going diet at the same time...

Sigh

2010-07-16T08:19:00.001+08:00

July is really another month of messy and irritatness ... Come on. Face the fear confidently . But how? Maybe we should know how to manage our emotions and temper first before teaching our children how. Anyway. It's going to be a busy month .. Same goes to August ... However BS3 is fun too... Here is my bs2 class pic :) basic sign language 2 class picture

I am bringing mummy to do manicure and pedicure :) wee~~~~~ it's her birthday on Sunday but I can't think of any present but this ;D heh
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2010-06-28T18:42:00.002+08:00

I had manicure and pedicure done today :) hee I had credit card le .... So happy and and and !!!! I am official 21 :)

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2010-06-28T11:37:00.008+08:00

I had a pre celebration for tere, Jean and revathi at work on the 24th june =) they had durians!!!! LOOK AT THEIR FACES! SO CUTE!!!!! =D

Of course, I had my 21st birthday celebration spent with DEAR DEAR =D he totally rocks ! He celebrated with me 3 full days 25,26 and 27 :D we had show marathon on 25 ... Bowling, cafe cartel, fish therapy , shopping on the actual day and movie , kbox on 27 :) hee

And not forgetting the kbox session with BILLY BESTIES =D

2010-06-24T16:20:00.001+08:00

OMG I AM SO OBSESSED WITH GLADIATOR SANDALS HEELS....

I HOPE I Can received them for all 21st birthday =X

2010-06-24T12:38:00.002+08:00

in tulip class, just finished my presentation and my presentation is TONIGHT.
sigh. Wishes for everything to end. Assignment, attachment, disappointments.
But thats' life isnt' it?

Need to finish scripts after lunch.
Darn, hope everything will go well later during presentation.

2010-06-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

Lao Niang was SABO-ed today at work.
21 big day is coming, but somehow i am not at all happy for it to come.

2 years gap .

~~can it really last?~~

IT MUST LAST AND IT WILL LAST!

I WONT LOSE +D

2010-06-21T00:19:00.002+08:00

Happy Fathers' Day =)

I had SAKURA for saturday dinner and sunday afternoon. ><

On saturday, I went to celebrate fathers' day with dear and his parents, siblings. it was a FULL AND HEAVY dinner with EVERYONE SQUEEZED INTO A CAR. YEAP =) don't be too envious.
We mahjong~ after that ^^

On Sunday, I had buffet again with daddy and sis. It was an alright lunch as i had learnt my lesson not to eat too much. ><
After the lunch, we went home and had our USUAL KARAOKE session at home. =)

I went to DEAR's ah ma's house and had the usual gathering with dua gu, dua yi, san yi, si yi and xiao yi's families. ANSON WAS OMG today. He bit Dear's head and some hair fell off. JJ and Dear were so DL at him.

Well, he is, after all a kid. I had an uber nice weekend =)

I love my daddy ^^

2010-06-15T14:50:00.000+08:00

thinking of buying a bag, thinking of choosing one of these 2. =)

they will make my pocket a hole if i buy both of them.

so i can only choose 1 =(

2010-06-15T09:52:00.003+08:00

school holiday is just a boredom to me.No children, only paper work.

paper work for 8 HOURS. computer screen makes me wanna sleep. zzzzz

I am thinking of transfering to centre 3... nearer to my house ALOT

at the same time, t.shoba will be there.

most importantly, i can help the kids who really can be pushed to primary one.

But, leaving the kids here, leaving the bonded centre 1 here, abit sad....

the minute i looked into the computer screen, i felt sleepy. Ludicrousness..

2010-06-14T09:25:00.002+08:00

pictures tell a thousand words.

paper work paper work.

2010-06-14T00:40:00.002+08:00

It was Hans ' 22nd birthday on 120610. Well, this time, we had his birthday celebrated while eating steamboat. I can say all 5 of us were really bad eaters. We only eat about 7 -8 plates? LOL

Luckily i bought a small cake for him only =X I was thinking of a 1/2 kilo cake after eating steam boat . =) My birthday was not on that day, but i was sabo as i sabo him first. damn. should not sit beside him at all.

it was 5 instead of 8 as hans quarreled with his gf, samuel quarreled with his gf and I quarreled with my bf . ALL three of us quarreled with our spouse the day before saturday. We all ended up nearly SINGLE. =(

I was quite sad that day. Eyes were sore after crying. crabs made my eyes even redder and teary. (allergy with seafood SUCKS)

pool-ed

its always enjoyable going out with them. they made me laugh naturally. =D

2010-06-13T22:59:00.001+08:00

and it patched back like a kid

2010-06-13T12:57:00.001+08:00

ended

13 june